This Could be It

Time to take back me.  There is nothing I can do for him.  He is self consumed.  He suffers from something I don't understand.  If you truly love someone why would you ever desire them to have sex with a 3rd person in the room even after you have told them how you have no desire to do so and have suffered trauma in the past from sex that makes you firm on the subject.  This loop discussion ends now.   No more damage, no more sorry.  No More pain.  I am taking back me no matter what!  I love him dearly, I wish him the highest good.  I am scared to death.  I don't know what road I am taking.  There is no light.  I am moving forward no matter what.