- Feeling less than
- Thinking about what he is doing
- Wondering if he is tired too
- The fear of the unknown
- Self defeating thinking
- Quietly watching
- Self loathing
- Anger
- Constantly thinking
- Having no faith
- Hoping
- Not trusting
- Not believing
- Hanging by a thread
- Emotional roller coasters
- Wanting to disappear
- Feeling alone in the world
- Feeling misunderstood
- Feeling taken for granted
- Feeling demoralized to just an object
- Feeling needy
- Feeling unloved
- Seeing love as a lie
- Secrets
- Existing
I want the me I knew back. The one that believed in miracles, magic and fairytales. Now all I believe in is circumstance. There is no way to be loved the way you love. You are convienent, the best tollerated, and you look good. You are available to fill others needs. That is your lot in life. All my blessings have turned. I hope they turn again some day.
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